WHY?

assalammualaikum, i m here just wanna story what i feel. HAHA, hell yeah lame tak update. banyak sangat berlaku, but aku lebih suka diam dari bercerita. HAHAH lol. hmm, i dont know what happend to me. is this karma? is this reason yang aku dapat? aku betul betul tak paham. about a few month he leave me, then suddenly he comes back to my life. yeah, that time aku just biase n at the same time aku tak paham dengan sutuation yang aku alami. Day by day, dia story what happen before, in a SERIOUSLY FUCKING SAD mood, im cry n cry non-stop. Then blaa blaa blaaaa. one day, he send me a text 143. but no in number but in a words. aku pon ouh, speechless, tak ckp pape. then day by day, text n text like a kapel. he treat me like im a girlfrind, but aku penah ckp ngn dia, kita tak macam dulu, but aku taktahu kenapa dengan dia, n apa yang dia nak. then suddenly, firstly i want to say THANKS TO GOD, coz show me something. it is ouhhh craappp. taktahu nak cakap macam mane. after that, aku text dia, n tanya. he just said that girl just a FRIEND. so aku okelaaa. esoknya, aku nampak yang sama, A SAME WORDS. sweet like candy, SAME WORDS jugak dia bg A FRIEND, JUST A FRIEND. aku cakap la kat dia, kalau siyes dengan dia, just say it to me, dont lie to me. but dia tetap jugak cakap yang dia ngan that girl tu just FRIEND, sumpah bagai. Last last pagi tu aku nampak, da relationship, but dia hide, actually aku stalker that girl, n aku nampak dia mention nama kau. Kenapa kau tipu aku? Kenapa tak cakap je yang kau ngan dia in relationship da? siyesly, aku tak kisah, but aku pelik KENAPA kau tipu aku, JUST TELLING THE TRUTH, is that hard haaa? WHYY? this WHY always play around in my mind. THAT'S ALL. Siyesly im fcuking sad when i know that bukan dari kau, but dari orang lain. CAN YOU FEEL WHAT I FEEL? KENAPA SEMUA ORANG TAK HABIS SAKITKAN HATI AKU? I SWEAR I HATE U, PLEASE DONT COME BACK TO MY LIFE. I SWEAR I HATE YOU LIAR. KBAI